Today's yap
Date of events April 2025 -> 15th July 2025
Current Stats: Happiness: 1.5/5 Boredness: 4.2/5 Motivation: 1/5
Lack of motivation after finishing college bwaaa
I finished my college course a couple months ago and I haven't had the motivation to do anything since :/, a big reason is that even though I finished I still had some things to do and I was procrastinating for a couple weeks at first but even after I did it and had no resposibilities or anything anymore I still haven't really been feeling good since.
Volunteering at a charity shop!
I volunteered at a charity shop just before the end of college and it has been super fun!, without it I really wouldn't have even left the house the last couple months, It has helped me with talking to people being a bit less awkward in person! I was super nervous for the interview but it's actually super quick and not that complicated for since I'm just a volunteer.
When I first started I was only sorting through cd's and vinyls since it's what I know the most about but over time I have started putting out clothes onto the shop floor and I even have done the tills a few times! I still get super nervous when I do it and also folding random clothes for the customers is harder than I thought it was but I am getting better!
Another cool thing about volunteering at a charity shop is I get a huge discount on all the clothes and items and since I buy all my clothes from charity shops anyway it's super awesome!!!!!. I have already gotten a few big stuffed animals which I will show below and some clothes too for super cheap!
Randomly started doodling with some pens!
I kinda just started drawing random doodles one day and then after a couple days I just stopped doing it :p, I drew like 25 of these things I'm not really sure what they are and I'm not super proud of them I was just boreds. I would love to be able to draw or paint though! :3
I also drew a funny looking shark frog after seeing the shark frog emoji on my phone :3 and I think it looks funny!
Cat smashed my terrarium... :c
I had woken up and been lying in bed when I heard my cat jump up on top of a big shelf I have trying to get some cat treats that were in a safe place, I was watching because it was funny but he didn't have enough room on the shelf to turn around and he pushed my terrarium of my shelf with his big booty!!!
It shattered into a bajillion pieces! and the plants landed upside down, I cleared the glass up and then looked for a plant pot to put my plant in, I found some plant pot with random junk in and I put my hand in to empty all the stuff and I cut my hand open with a razord blade.............. :c
I quickly washed the plant pot and scooped all the dirt I could in and put my plant in, I gave it some water and it had been doing fine since! After I got the plant in the plant pot I got a plaster for my thumb! :3 the plant pot doesn't look nearly as good as the terrarium did but theres nothing I can do I guess :p
Made a new song!
After a long time of doing nothing and sleeping all day I listened to a cassette of some demos and decided to finish one of the songs as it matched how I felt at the time, I wasn't doing too good and just felt super lonely, I quite like the song and its probably my most lofi song yet I really didn't have the motivation to make it fancy or anything I was too lazy but I think it represents how I was feeling pretty wells :3
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